Ok I'm here , safe and sound , whatever the hell that means ,
I mean what does that mean , I get the safe, but what does sound have to do with it after all ?
Uhhh
I feel like Crap actually , people have a funny way of making you feel great about one thing , and then total shit about another .....
I'm glad no one said shit to me at my actual party about anything, but today was a whole nother story , seems , like my actual birthday is a day to roll up my sleeves and take some hits . Fucking Nervy !

I'll explain later , no evidence is the best way !

Regardless of the very few who really shouldnt make any imapct anyway ~ I had a great birthday party and a good birthday day ,
I actually slept most the day , and kept forgetting that it wasnt sunday, and am not looking forward to getting back into the grind of the work week

I think I got pretty buzzed at my party and I havnt really done that in a long ass time so ... it was cool .... I love how alcohol gives you a super sheild sorta , I mean , you feel great and so everything is is great , you forget about "suck in your gut" and you get way inhibited, and then the next day your like , oh lorrd did I ? Woops , oh well my bad ! LOL !

Anyway ` I'm here
I'm 30 ~
Maybe this year , will be better than the last ?
Lets see !!!

ME